Uta Hoshitani, 31, married four years, once a race queen and now working at a regular company. Her I-cup breasts, slim waist, straight nose and cool eyes make people keep their distance. She feels held at arm’s length, her marriage is sexless, and she wants to expose the real her. She arrives at the studio and says she wants to be wrecked without holding back. That is not a lie: she lets go on camera and breaks out of the days that were holding her down.